Be Alright!

I don't even know where to start this.

Okey. 

Friday was good. School was pretty much normal, like always. Then the ride to Koper was pretty much quick. 

It was just sooooo warm when we got there. 

We ate dinner together and my cousin Tadej went to get skis for Sunday.

I was talking with my other cousin Klemen while he waited to go to his orchester practice. In the mean time I've got text from my friend Patrik saying that he's comming to play football with Tadej. 

So my uncle Davor drove us all to the gym and well there.

We had really great night. We laughed a lot and I was just happy to be ouside. With people I love and care about, and not being sad for a single moment.

On Saturday we had family lunch and just  celebrated with my grandma. It was her birthday and it was great. Later Tadej took me to see little Kristina and rest of the family. I ended up my day talking to Špela. She's awesome. I'm glad to have new friend.

Sunday aka today wasn't good at all. I woke up by the sound of the ambulance. They took my great-grandmother to hospital because she got pneumonia and she's in really bad condition right now. After lunch me and my sister went home.

So I'm just in bed talking with friends and writing this blog on my phone and I really try not to mess up words. ;)

Xoxo, It Girl 

Hunger Games!

Well I'm just shortly gonna tell you everything that happened these days.

Well on Thursday I kinda was sleeping pretty much all day. I was sick and I stayed in bed all day, just sleeping, drinking tea and watching some Rebelde telenovelas. ;)

On Friday I sleept until like 10 am, I cleaned the house, prepared some stuff for our weekend in Koper and watched Rebelde again.

When my mom got home she told me that I would drive, I was like " What? You're kidding right?" .

In the end I drove us to Koper, first time on the highway and driving at night. Well it was just great!
We had dinner and I just fell asleep after that because my head hurted so bad.

Today we had these little preparation for birthday of my cousin, we prepared everything and had lunch after that.

We rested for a little, then we went to the mall and bought some presents and clothes for us. I even bough new One Direction: The Ultimate Edition of Midnight Memories <3 , mannnn I just love it! 

When we got home we just finished some stuff and well party begins.
Around 7pm we decided to go to the movie's.
We went to see The Hunger Games: Catching Fire!
Baby I loved it! It's just so worth the money and the time, I just can't wait for THG: Mockingjay Part 1, next November!

Now I'm just talking with my boy and waiting to fall asleep!

Xoxo, It Girl

 

Disappointed!

I know that I should write everyday, but I decided that I'll write every second day.

So much things happened, from being so happy to get hurt on regular basis.

And now, well I'm sick and that sucks. But I will get better soon.

Xoxo, It Girl

Dancing lessons!

I totally hated this morning, I never felted so sick.

Drive to school was killing me, even if I fell asleep.

Classes were boring and just so tiring, well my schoolmate Anže helped me to just kinda find out why I fell sooo bad.

He's really kind, he always helps me.

After the classes were done I went to school principal because she's my sociology mentor and showed her my project work.

Then we went to get my dancing partner Matevž, because he just finished his hockey practice and we drove back to school.

We were laughing so hard during the dancing lessons,  we had the best time and we just enjoyed each others company, it was just so goood to turn your mind off and just have fun and laugh.

Later Kristina took me home and I just watched tv with my dads girlfriend.

Then somehow I ate dinner and now I'm in bed just waiting to fall asleep.

Xoxo, It Girl

Runaway Bus!

It was pretty hard to get my ass from the bed this morning.

I had only like 4 hours of the sleep. I just hate insomnia.

I got ready pretty fast.

Yaay, let's the good day begin, I thought to myself.

It was really dark, cold and rainy outside and I had to walk to bus station just to get the bus for my main bus station, without my umbrella. Well that's great I was wet.

When I got there the bus just drove of without me, leaving me there standing in the rain.

So I had to hitchhike, there was one man who stopped and drove me almost to the station, so I had to walk in the rain again.

When I got on the bus I thought finally I would sit, but no I had to stand for like 45 minutes, all the way to my school, and in the end I felt sooo sick, I really wanted just to throw up, but I didn't.

Just great.

Well me, Maruša and Nace went to get some coffee, well I had hot chocolate, because I didn't have time to eat in the morning, and he was just sooooo kind and payed for all the stuff.

School went by pretty fast, it was nothing special any way.

I talked with Matevž about dancing lessons, which will start on friday.

When I got home I ate a little, did some stuff for school and fall asleep for like an hour when I was reading new Cosmopolitan.

I was talking with my friend Matej about the concert and just stuff for like the whole day. 

When I woke up I had dinner, I did some report stuff for my profesor and now I'm just talking with friends ready to go to sleep.

Xoxo, It Girl

Polaroid Lightmixer 360!

I woke around 9 am and had breakfast with my family.

After that, I started to work on my project again.

I just can't describe how much I admire Demi, I just want that this presentation is pure perfection.

I found this Polaroid Lightmixer 630 camera, I hope that is still working, well my cousin told me that is almost brand new, well I just have to buy film.

We had good lunch and prepared to go on graves like we do every year on 1st November.

It was just good that it was actually a nice weather.

I drove back home with my cousin.

We had dinner and again we ate chestnuts.

Well my mom then left us and went to see one of her friends. 

We just stayed there around the table and just talked.

About everything.

The last thing I know I was crying, because everything just hit me, from my dad not really being a part of my life since I was born, he was just this shadow, sometimes I really don't know who he is, about my mom being sick, about me staying so strong all these years, well in that point I just broke down crying, ruining my mascara and eyeliner, damn' I was really black around my eyes. Hh.

And now? I'm just on the laptop, watching videos on YouTube, listening to Story of My Life by One Direction, searching for some inspiration and talking with my friends.

Xoxo, It Girl

Wrecking ball!

I woke up in this crazy day.

My head was about to explode, just like right now.

I had this big fight yesterday witn my boyfriend and we broke up.

I stayed in my bed for whole day.

Then later I texted him to come to my place.
And he came.
He was just there next to me in my bed.

And I was crying for the whole time, and I still am crying now and I feel like throwing up, I just can't help it, I just think I'm gonna faint.

I know that what I did was wrong, but he said it's not my fault. But it is, he said that he deserves it. 

I just can't do this. I'm sorry!

Xoxo, It Girl