Alive?

Yup I could say that, I'm pretty much okey and alive!

So I didn't get my driving license yet, but I'm working on it. 

But that did not destroy my birthday! After I failed with the test I just jumped on a bus and went to Ljubljana to get my friend Vlado.

We took the train back to my bff Kristina and had lunch, after couple of minutes my friend Tjaša arrived and we went to shop to get some more food and soft drinks. 

We were pretty slow and kinda forgot about the time and went on the road. 

So my friends from Koper, my lovely OJB mates called me when we were in Jereka and we actually waited for them there and slowly together went to my house. 

I won't go into details, but all I can say is that it was the best birthday ever! Even better than my 18! 

I can only say "Thank you for existing my friends!" ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love you and I've never been so grateful to have you in my life! 

So then I went back to Koper with them and just rested for a day. 

Next day we had little gig to go to and yeah. 

I re-painted my room, we got some furniture and today we're just finishing it, so this means I am really moving here! And I just can't wait to be here for longer than just 2 weeks. Ahhh.

That's all for now.

Xoxo, It Girl

Such a long time, huh!

So I didn't write my blog for like 2 months. 

I really miss writing it, but school kept me bussy with all the exams and work and stuff that I need to do for my finals. 

Speaking about finals, I just can't wait to graduate.  I'm gonna miss my schoolmates like hell, but new adventures comming up in college I'm sure it will be just amazing.

And speaking of amazing, I got little baby halfbrother Jernej. He's just tooooo cute. I love him! 

I think that being bussy is just my way of life. My friends and band is keeping me bussy like all the time. I'm soooo grateful for that! So I really don't have time to think hard about my mom. Because when I do I cry. Alot. Time is passing by so fast. 5 months already. Still can not believe it.

Thanks to one best friend, I feel good talking about my mom. Like I'm happy, and I won't name it, because I know who that is, and he/she knows it too. I just can't imagine how my life would be without him/her, in the past 5 months. I'm so grateful that life gave me the chance to have them in my life. 

In the last few months I've been working as a photographer for my cute amazing the best Orange Juice Band. I mean c'mon, I love them to dead, they're the best and absolutely amazing best friends. I Iearned sooooo much from them. 

Their energy makes me so positive and happy. I love working with them. ❤️

Now my health. I'm fighting daily battels with myself. I try to eat and drink alot, but still I lost like 4kg since my mom died, and well my friends are the best checking on me gaining those kg back. 

And I'm so excited for tomorrow. Going to this competition with my OJB. 

Well, love you all!

Xoxo, It Girl 

Sooo Tired!

I woke up at 4.30 am for school, the first thought that run through my brain was kill me please, I wanna go back to sleep.

I fell asleep on my way to the school.

We stopped at the Caffee and drank some tea and coffee. We talked about party and just stuff like that.

The classes were pretty much making me nerves or sleepy I don't know really, but I think the day passey by pretty slow. 

After that I had my driving lessons and just drowe round the town for 2 hours.

When I got home I ate lunch and prepared stuff for school. I did some things for our Slovenian class, I marked all the page's or correctly said the stories that I need to learn for graduation exam.

I talked with my friends and eat dinner afterwards.

Now I'm going to sleep, just to get all the lost hours of the sleep.

Xoxo, It Girl

Party!

I woke up around 8 am and had breakfast. I prepared myself and my mom drove me to my friends house.

We went on bus and went to Novo Mesto. The ride was just awesome.

We had lunch and slowly prepared ourslef for the party.

The party was just awesome,I meet some awesome people and I loved every second of it. Sorry but I'm gonna keep the details for myself and friends. 

We got home around 3 am and just went to sleep.

Xoxo, It Girl

Bling Ring!

Day went by pretty fast. I was working all day, but nothing really sooooo important-

In the morning I had breakfast with my mom and sister.

After that we cleaned all the house and made lunch.

After that we just chilled. 

I was watching tv, I was looking for some new inspiration, updated my tab and phone. 

Saw some movies and now im watching The Bling Ring and just waiting to fall asleep. I'm sooooo tired but I can't sleep.

Xoxo, It Girl 

Wrecking ball!

I woke up in this crazy day.

My head was about to explode, just like right now.

I had this big fight yesterday witn my boyfriend and we broke up.

I stayed in my bed for whole day.

Then later I texted him to come to my place.
And he came.
He was just there next to me in my bed.

And I was crying for the whole time, and I still am crying now and I feel like throwing up, I just can't help it, I just think I'm gonna faint.

I know that what I did was wrong, but he said it's not my fault. But it is, he said that he deserves it. 

I just can't do this. I'm sorry!

Xoxo, It Girl

Two Pieces!

We don't know where to go, so I'll just get lost with you

We'll never fall apart, 'cause we fit together right, we fit together right

These dark clouds over me, rain down and roll away

We'll never fall apart, 'cause we fit together like

Two pieces of a broken heart!

- Demi Lovato

I really don't know what to think lately. I'm just confused because I miss him, and I love him with all my heart, but I can't resist my friends company. It's just great to be around him, and I hate myself for that!

I won't say his name or describe him because it's just this one day thing.

He's my friend, and I will see my baby tomorrow. I hope.

Ughhh... I miss him soooo much.

Those rainy and lady days are just so depressing and when I think over I just feel stupid.

People are trying to bring me down with the comments on ask.fm , I won't name it because my boyfriend and friends told me that I'm perfect! So I won't try to really care about them.

And when I read, what my baby said about me I just started to cry, I love him so much!

And my friend is going through the heart break. And I hope he will be fine soon. I just care tooo much about people I love.

Xoxo, It Girl