Strange!

I really don't know what is happening with me lately.

I was really in a bad mood, tired, always sleeping.

Maybe it was because of this movie that we saw named "Razredni Sovražnik" in the kino who keept me thinking all the time, or just stuff that happened to me few weeks ago, or just arguing with one of my friends.

Today I woke up in this really cold day. It was snowing and it was just so pretty.

School was pretty much boring we were talking about movie a lot and we had exam. I hope I did good.

After school, I was waiting my friend to come for dancing lessons but yeah, he just couldn't come, I was dissapointed, hurt, well I don't know, I just wanted to dance.

After I got home my mom made us Greek lunch, yuuum Gyros, it wasn't the same but still, it was sooooo good. We cleaned the house after that.

I updated my friends iPod, my sister found my Mp3 player after like 4 years I think, so I tried to fix it too.

Now I'm just talking with friends and watching some YouTube videos and then I'm gonna prepare some stuff for birthday party that I will attend tomorrow and just gonna go to sleep after that.

Xoxo, It Girl

Polaroid Lightmixer 360!

I woke around 9 am and had breakfast with my family.

After that, I started to work on my project again.

I just can't describe how much I admire Demi, I just want that this presentation is pure perfection.

I found this Polaroid Lightmixer 630 camera, I hope that is still working, well my cousin told me that is almost brand new, well I just have to buy film.

We had good lunch and prepared to go on graves like we do every year on 1st November.

It was just good that it was actually a nice weather.

I drove back home with my cousin.

We had dinner and again we ate chestnuts.

Well my mom then left us and went to see one of her friends. 

We just stayed there around the table and just talked.

About everything.

The last thing I know I was crying, because everything just hit me, from my dad not really being a part of my life since I was born, he was just this shadow, sometimes I really don't know who he is, about my mom being sick, about me staying so strong all these years, well in that point I just broke down crying, ruining my mascara and eyeliner, damn' I was really black around my eyes. Hh.

And now? I'm just on the laptop, watching videos on YouTube, listening to Story of My Life by One Direction, searching for some inspiration and talking with my friends.

Xoxo, It Girl

Don't Let Go!

I woke up around 9am and just watched some E!

I watched True Hollywood Story - Giulianna Rancic and I just got soooooo much inspiration.

I opened my notebook and just studied a little, did some reserch on sociology and stuff that teacher gave us to do.

Then I had little lunch with dad and sister.

Watched some shows on tv, then I downloaded some music for my phone and just went on youtube.

I discovered this baby!

Chris Collins aka WeeklyChris !

I can honestly say that he's the best, he make me laugh for no reason.

His videos are just awesome, funny, inspiring, cute.

And I've been watching them for like 2 hours.

My mom picked me up and we went home, we blasted some Modirjani-s music, don't know how but I knida fell in love with some songs. Yeaa, weird me. We had dinner and I just went back on the laptop.

Now I'm watching Chris again and just having the best time.

Well just check him out!

Well I talked with my friends during the day, I miss them sooooo much, I miss my friend, a lot of things happend and I just don't know how to help them, but I really try. 
Everything well be okey baby!
Love ya! 

Xoxo, It Girl

Tiramisu!

Today I woke up without any problem.

But it was just freaking cold outside.

School was pretty normal. Jaka was smiling all the time. Jeeez he has the best smile now!

I couldn't concentrate on the classes, because of my friends, they talked about stuff I went wild, not like crazy but my stomach had zoo inside. :D

After school I went on a great cup of tea with my bff Tjaša, we were just gossiping about my problems, school and some thing that happend during the 5 min break.

When I came home I helped my mom to clean the house because we will have the visitors over the weekend.

Then I made Tiramisu because it's her 42nd birthday tomorrow.

And now I'm just in my room, blogging, talking with my friends, watching some videos on YouTube and checking Twitter.

Xoxo, It Girl