Polaroid Lightmixer 360!

I woke around 9 am and had breakfast with my family.

After that, I started to work on my project again.

I just can't describe how much I admire Demi, I just want that this presentation is pure perfection.

I found this Polaroid Lightmixer 630 camera, I hope that is still working, well my cousin told me that is almost brand new, well I just have to buy film.

We had good lunch and prepared to go on graves like we do every year on 1st November.

It was just good that it was actually a nice weather.

I drove back home with my cousin.

We had dinner and again we ate chestnuts.

Well my mom then left us and went to see one of her friends. 

We just stayed there around the table and just talked.

About everything.

The last thing I know I was crying, because everything just hit me, from my dad not really being a part of my life since I was born, he was just this shadow, sometimes I really don't know who he is, about my mom being sick, about me staying so strong all these years, well in that point I just broke down crying, ruining my mascara and eyeliner, damn' I was really black around my eyes. Hh.

And now? I'm just on the laptop, watching videos on YouTube, listening to Story of My Life by One Direction, searching for some inspiration and talking with my friends.

Xoxo, It Girl

Lazy day!

Day was pretty boring.

All I did was sleep, I watched some tv, eat and talked with my friends.

My body hurts, from legs to head. Not because of running but of that stupid cramps. 

So sleeping felt just the right thing to do, you just forgot about the pain for a little while.

Now I'm just gonna have a dinner with sister dad and his girlfriend.

Later we're gonna watch tv and yeah nothing special.

Xoxo, It Girl

Counting Stars!

I fell asleep around 1am. I just couldn't sleep, the last thing I know I was counting stars that glows in the dark on my wall.

I woke up around 9am when I heard this amazing laugh, my neighbour and her little son came for the morning cup of coffee. I quickly got up and joined them, well my mom and sister were already awake.

The cup of coffee was just a great way to start the day.

Then I went back in my room just to chill and started to write a new blog post.

I was just amazed after I was done. Nahhh just kidding. But you can still check it out!

-> Mortal Instruments: City of Bones <-

My sister came after that and asked me to join my mom and her while they started to watch Hangover: Part III like 5 minutes before she actually got me, I just went to watch it, I already saw it in the cinema. I just love to spend time with them. I just missed my dad. We used to do that almost every Sunday when my family was still together.

After that my sister went on a birthday, me and my mom had lunch. It was just soooooo goood. :D 

Well we watched some new movies after that. 

I edited my blogs, they are better looking now, I blasted some Eminem music to get some ideas for maybe next blog, or just something.

I tried to put my outfit for tomorrow together, but I think I'm hopeless case, I ran out of cozy cloathes for school.

Now I'm just donna have diner, take a shower, prepare for school and just cuddle with my bed. ;)

Xoxo, It Girl

Firewood Time!

Woke up in another cold day.

We had this big breakfast.

All my friends and family together.

Then we were working all day just putting the firewood in the shed. Damn my back hurts, but it's great, because it was nice to do something outside with my family for all day.

Later we had diner and it was awesome. The cake was amazing and my moms birthday party is still going on.

But I just don't feel like being there.

I know It's short but I don't feel like writing all down.

So that's all.

Xoxo, It Girl