Polaroid Lightmixer 360!

I woke around 9 am and had breakfast with my family.

After that, I started to work on my project again.

I just can't describe how much I admire Demi, I just want that this presentation is pure perfection.

I found this Polaroid Lightmixer 630 camera, I hope that is still working, well my cousin told me that is almost brand new, well I just have to buy film.

We had good lunch and prepared to go on graves like we do every year on 1st November.

It was just good that it was actually a nice weather.

I drove back home with my cousin.

We had dinner and again we ate chestnuts.

Well my mom then left us and went to see one of her friends. 

We just stayed there around the table and just talked.

About everything.

The last thing I know I was crying, because everything just hit me, from my dad not really being a part of my life since I was born, he was just this shadow, sometimes I really don't know who he is, about my mom being sick, about me staying so strong all these years, well in that point I just broke down crying, ruining my mascara and eyeliner, damn' I was really black around my eyes. Hh.

And now? I'm just on the laptop, watching videos on YouTube, listening to Story of My Life by One Direction, searching for some inspiration and talking with my friends.

Xoxo, It Girl

Diaries!

I woke up around 10 am and just chilled on the couch, I had breakfast and watched some movies with my sister.

Later we had lunch and just watched some more movies. 

I was chatting with my friends on the phone and Facebook. 

I talked with my friend from Belgium after a long time.

Later I watched some Carrie Dairies and my dad made some diner. 

Now we're watching The Last Song and just waiting to fall asleep again.

Xoxo, It Girl

Lazy day!

Day was pretty boring.

All I did was sleep, I watched some tv, eat and talked with my friends.

My body hurts, from legs to head. Not because of running but of that stupid cramps. 

So sleeping felt just the right thing to do, you just forgot about the pain for a little while.

Now I'm just gonna have a dinner with sister dad and his girlfriend.

Later we're gonna watch tv and yeah nothing special.

Xoxo, It Girl

Sleeping!

I came home around 2 o'clock and went to bed. I was sleeping only like 4 hours, but I got up for school.

I tried to not to fall asleep during the classes, in the middle we had english exam, I did not study for it at all, but I hope I did just fine.

After that we had two more hours, law and math. I don't remember what we were doing in math class because I fell asleep.

When the classes were over we wen to this little Chinese shop, were I saw this big fluffy teddy bear!  <3 

Later we went for a coup of coffee and waited on bus.

Around 5 o'clock we went to get my friends boyfriend and we just went out for a couple of drinks until like 9 pm.. 

When I got back my dad just made pizza for dinner so we ate, I watched a little bit of tv and just waiting to fall asleep right now.

Xoxo, It Girl