Great time!

This weekend was fun!

On friday I finished school with writing 2 exams for this year and well we actually finished classes before Christmas holidays.

I went to my moms appartment packed some stuff for holidays and went back to my dadys place.

We went to get hot chocolate and watched boys playing hockey in the ice park.

Yesterday we went back to my moms place just to warm it up and clean it a little. 

After that me and my sister went to get a little cake and waited our cousin Veronika to pick us up.

We did a little food shopping and went to her place.

We played Christmas songs made and ate pizza and after that we had little movie night watching Pitch Perfect and 21 Jump Street and ate some junk food including hot forest fruit with ice cream.

Today we woke up around 10am and had breakfast. 

We watched Hannah Montana: The Movie and prepared lunch.

After that we went home and just chilled.

Now I'm talking with my boo, having dinner and just chillin on front of the Tv.

That's all!

Xoxo, It Girl

Movie!

School was great!

Classes were normal, we even went to see a movie!

My dad picked me after that, we went to buy some stuff for appartmant. 

I went to see my moms grave and went back home.

I drove around our  Bohinj mountins with my dad in his Toyota land cruiser. (Dont really care if its written wrong)

When I got back I ate dinner, watched my sister decorating Christmas tree and I'm just watching tv.

Xoxo, It Girl

Full head!

School was pretty much great. I got two A+ grades (5 -> 100%). My mom would be soooo proud right now I can feel it!

Then I talked with my grandma (from my mom's side) about apparent and stuff from my mom. My head was just about to explode.

I just hate how my grandpa (my dad's dad) puts his nose in everything. Like before, he wasn't really there for me, he would rather wallk 8km to see my other cousin than walk 150m to see me. And sometimes he could do that 2 a day.

He's like mister know it all,  acting like nothing happened, I feel like he wants just to take advantage of me, even if he's saying he wants to help. Well he should be kind to me not rude. I can't just forget the things he told me. He was talking shit about my mom bad I'm not gonna forget it that easy!

Anyway I'm just gonna try to study now. If not I'm gonna give to sleep. I need it sooo bad!

Somehow I know my mom is still here somewhere, I don't want this to happen to anyone, not even to my enemies. It's just the thing you will miss for the rest of your life.

Xoxo, It Girl

Writing again!

I just wanted to start writing the blog like 5 days ago, but I never really had time for that.

Past two weeks were pretty much in a blurr. I don't really know what was happening, I was working on so many things, from writing letters, going to lawyer, working with some stuff for the appartment, talking with mayor and stuff like that.

Days in between the funerals were pretty much exhausting, heartbreaking and just calm. 

From all the stuff that happened to me, there was good thing I've got my ex-boyfriend from like two years ago back. My mom was always joking around that, she always said that "We're gonna be backt together before I will go to College."

Last weekend I took little trip to Koper with my sister, jst to get stuff of our minds.

These days I'm just trying my best to studdy and do things for school.

We already have this Christmas spirit in school, it's just strange because I loved to spend Christmas holidays with my mom and the rest of my family.

I just miss her.

That's all for now.

Xoxo, It Girl

This can't be happening!

It's just hard to think clearly now.

After my mommy died yesterday my world pretty much colapsed.I try to be really strong for my sister, I know I just broke down yesterday my dad took me to doctors where I got infusia just to get myself together. Then I just went to bed. 

I know that she died happy, a little bit unfair but okey.
I'm probably so strong now because of her, she told me how to be strong and brave and concer the world!

I'm crying while I'm writing this, the only thing right now is just that I wanna make her proud.

I miss you mommy!

Xoxo, It Girl

This is not true!?

I woke up around 10 am and had breakfast.
Me and my cousin played some Moto GP 03 racing on the computer and just had fun for a while.

After that we had lunch and prepared stuff to go home.

On my way back I read some fan fictiones about Josh Hutcherson and I've got thext from my friend saying that Paul Walker died in car accident. I was completely shocked.

How could Paul be dead?
This just can't be true the star of Fast & Furious the one and only Brian O'Connor can't be dead. What's gonna happen to F & F 7 ?
I was so shocked!

Well R.I.P. Paul Walker and Roger Rodas! You two will be missed! Sending some prayers to the families, especially to Pauls little daughter!

When I got home I stayed in my room for a while just thinking about everything, life and the meaning of living, how pressures is just the though that you're healthy and alive, but we just went crazy over little things and problems.

Later I watched Fast and Furious and just puted myself the goal to watch all the movies during the week.

Now I'm just in bed trying to forget everything and just relax and be grateful for the life that I have!

Xoxo, It Girl