English final!

Saturday:

I couldn't sleep at all last night.

I was such a nerv wreck. I think it was around 2.30am when I finally fell asleep. 

I had to woke up around 7am, get ready, because my dad drove me to school.

I felt sick, I was just so nervous and I couldn't help it. But I was nervous for no reason. 

Couple of minutes before 9am we got the exams and we get to know the rules. At 9am we started. The exam wasn't hard at all. I've been done in like 20 minutes. So I went out of the class and waited for 10am to start second part of the exam. Well that one was ever easier than the first one. I just wrote two short essays and I was done. 

I've never been so happy, 1st exam was behind me and only 3 to go.

Monday and Tuesday will be harder. Slovenian exam and Sociology. 

When I got home I ate and went to study but yeah I fell asleep until like 7am. 

Later I went to get my sister and well after that I went to sleep.

Sunday:

I woke up around 10am, ate a little and went to study for my next two exams. Istudied  pretty much the whole day , except when I watched Moto GP and now I'm offffffffff to bed. 

Night night!

Xoxo, It Girl

Don't Stop!

Hei, it's me again.

The last few days all I did and do is study, study, study.

Starting with first graduation final test tomorrow, well it's English and yeah, that won't be so hard. 

I'm pretty much scared for Sociology on Tuesday, but well if I started it I will have to finish it I guess. 

"Don't stop doin' what you're doin'... "

So yeah the school is keeping me verry busy and I can't wait getting over with. 

So in the last few weeks I've been listening to diferent albums and I'm gonna wrote a rewiev about that.

I just wrote a blog post about my trip to Milan back in April, and well I study. 
So here is the link about the trip:
--> Milano Trip - 5 Seconds of Summer - Take No.1 <--
So a lot of things comming up in these days so keep in touch.

Xoxo, It Girl 

Amnesia!

So I'm here at home waiting my friend to pick me up and go to some rewieving classes for the graduation and well that clock on the church just scared the shit out of me. Hahaha. Anyway.

I've never been soo happy, I actually managed to get all my classes done and get positive grades. 

I remember the days before and after school when I went to my moms grave and just cry my heart out. I didn't have power to keep on with stuff, I wished that I could wake up with amnesia. 

After that I was just calm like I've been on stand by mode, somehow got the power to go on.

From the last time that I wrote couple of things happened and I had great time. 

The competition last weekend with band was great, had a lot of laugh.

School was just school, working and being tired from it like all the time, plus I was such a nervwreck when it came to finishing grades. In the middle if week I even got signed poster from Tim Kevin Ravnjak, man he's the best! Gotta adore him.

This weekend was good, I went to Koper. I was studying a little then on Saturday my friends Patrik, Tadej and Kim took me to see Neda Ukraden.  Hahaha, the best night. Even saw some other friends and that was awesome but the best feeling was eating McDonald's at like 2 am with them and just joking around.

When I got home I was locked out so I just had to wait and wake up one of my cousins. 

And now? Well yeah classes are good, doing stuff for graduation and from Thursday until Saturday will be awesome, and I'm pretty sure and strongly motivated to write more, it helps me.

Love you all,

Xoxo, It Girl 

Such a long time, huh!

So I didn't write my blog for like 2 months. 

I really miss writing it, but school kept me bussy with all the exams and work and stuff that I need to do for my finals. 

Speaking about finals, I just can't wait to graduate.  I'm gonna miss my schoolmates like hell, but new adventures comming up in college I'm sure it will be just amazing.

And speaking of amazing, I got little baby halfbrother Jernej. He's just tooooo cute. I love him! 

I think that being bussy is just my way of life. My friends and band is keeping me bussy like all the time. I'm soooo grateful for that! So I really don't have time to think hard about my mom. Because when I do I cry. Alot. Time is passing by so fast. 5 months already. Still can not believe it.

Thanks to one best friend, I feel good talking about my mom. Like I'm happy, and I won't name it, because I know who that is, and he/she knows it too. I just can't imagine how my life would be without him/her, in the past 5 months. I'm so grateful that life gave me the chance to have them in my life. 

In the last few months I've been working as a photographer for my cute amazing the best Orange Juice Band. I mean c'mon, I love them to dead, they're the best and absolutely amazing best friends. I Iearned sooooo much from them. 

Their energy makes me so positive and happy. I love working with them. ❤️

Now my health. I'm fighting daily battels with myself. I try to eat and drink alot, but still I lost like 4kg since my mom died, and well my friends are the best checking on me gaining those kg back. 

And I'm so excited for tomorrow. Going to this competition with my OJB. 

Well, love you all!

Xoxo, It Girl 

Be Alright!

I don't even know where to start this.

Okey. 

Friday was good. School was pretty much normal, like always. Then the ride to Koper was pretty much quick. 

It was just sooooo warm when we got there. 

We ate dinner together and my cousin Tadej went to get skis for Sunday.

I was talking with my other cousin Klemen while he waited to go to his orchester practice. In the mean time I've got text from my friend Patrik saying that he's comming to play football with Tadej. 

So my uncle Davor drove us all to the gym and well there.

We had really great night. We laughed a lot and I was just happy to be ouside. With people I love and care about, and not being sad for a single moment.

On Saturday we had family lunch and just  celebrated with my grandma. It was her birthday and it was great. Later Tadej took me to see little Kristina and rest of the family. I ended up my day talking to Špela. She's awesome. I'm glad to have new friend.

Sunday aka today wasn't good at all. I woke up by the sound of the ambulance. They took my great-grandmother to hospital because she got pneumonia and she's in really bad condition right now. After lunch me and my sister went home.

So I'm just in bed talking with friends and writing this blog on my phone and I really try not to mess up words. ;)

Xoxo, It Girl 

Recovery!

So today my little sister bought me this shirt that you can see up there. She remembered about my blog and how I loved writing it.

It's not that I didn't want to write, it's just I needed time for myself. Just thinking over the stuff, it's happening a lot of things right now. Like doing stuff for school, staying strong and just getting through every day.

So I wrote this blog about my mom. You can read it here. 

Just click here -->  "Dear Mom!" <--

And now I'm just gonna pack some stuff for my weekend in Koper, talk with friends and listen to some 5SOS music. 

That's all for my beginning again.

(I do not promise that you're gonna see new post every day, but I will try to write one for 2 or 3 days together.)

Xoxo, 

It Girl 

Proud!

Well I've never dressed myself so quick as today. I woke up at 6.25 and I was already at the bus station after 10 minutes. 

Madness, well I slept good so I wasn't complaining.

School was pretty much normal, talking and learning all the time. 

After school we went to coffee and just hang out with friends.

And I have to tell you that my schoolmate Anze won the nordic ski competition on Pokljuka and even qualified to the world junior nordic ski championship ! I'm just so proud,  don't know why but I am. He just proved that working hard always pays of, sooner or later. I've learned so much from him! He's true #inspiration !

My blog hited 2000 views and I feel just sooo proud!! 

I have to thank you for reading. 

When I hit 1000 views my mom felt soooo proud of me

! 

I just hope she feels the same way now there in heaven.

Well when I got home I started packing my bags because we're moving to new apartment tomorrow. ;) I just can't wait.

Later I talked with my boyfriend on Skype and had fun. I watched the replay of Noc Modrijanov in Celje on the TV, talked with Anze and now I'm just going to sleep.

Xoxo, It Girl