Finished!

Monday:

I woke up around 6.30am and went to the school. Like the other day final exam was not that hard as I was expecting it to be. 

When I got home I ate lunch and went to study Sociology. 

At around 8pm, I felt so sick, tired and just desperate. 

I went on my moms grave, I just stood there and cried my heart out. It was half year since she died. Crying there for about an hour helped me. I felt a little dizzy and dehydrated, but I drank a glass of water and went back to study until 2am.

Tuesday:

 I woke up at 4.30am and felt exhausted. I was such a nerve wreck! 

When I got in Radovljica the first thing that I did was going back behind those books and study while I drank some orange juice and coffee. The other girls then arrived and I didn't know who was nerves the most.

I'm gonna skip almost the 4h exam and write about feelings when I finished it!  It was such a joy that it was over. 

I got home around 4pm and ate lunch with family. After that I started preparing some stuff for Milano trip on Thursday and yeah. Now I'm just going to sleep because I did not sleep in like 5 days and I'm tired as hell.

Xoxo, It Girl

This is not true!?

I woke up around 10 am and had breakfast.
Me and my cousin played some Moto GP 03 racing on the computer and just had fun for a while.

After that we had lunch and prepared stuff to go home.

On my way back I read some fan fictiones about Josh Hutcherson and I've got thext from my friend saying that Paul Walker died in car accident. I was completely shocked.

How could Paul be dead?
This just can't be true the star of Fast & Furious the one and only Brian O'Connor can't be dead. What's gonna happen to F & F 7 ?
I was so shocked!

Well R.I.P. Paul Walker and Roger Rodas! You two will be missed! Sending some prayers to the families, especially to Pauls little daughter!

When I got home I stayed in my room for a while just thinking about everything, life and the meaning of living, how pressures is just the though that you're healthy and alive, but we just went crazy over little things and problems.

Later I watched Fast and Furious and just puted myself the goal to watch all the movies during the week.

Now I'm just in bed trying to forget everything and just relax and be grateful for the life that I have!

Xoxo, It Girl

Over and over again?

Nothing special happened today. 

Well I kinda know more about what to think when I close my eyes.

Seeing "him" while kissing "him", strange as hell.

But anyway.

I forgot to tell you that stupid professor gave me an 1 the other day. Ughhh. Pissed of.

Looking for college makes me realize how hard I will have to study this year. But I'm excited.

School was just great goofing around with my friend Tamara was the best. (You know what I mean, running up and down ;P)

Seeing my friends there just made me realize how happy I am when I'm around them. 

I could talk with them all day. 

And right now I should be studying but I rather blog and talk with them.

My friend just made me realize something. 

Jaka I hate you for telling me that, just kidding still loving ya!

Just little something for a pretty messed up day.

Xoxo, It Girl