Try Again!

I won't try to tell you something or convince you that what I'm doing is right, but I'm doing the thing that will make me happy. I just try to do the things on my own, but it's just that they always have to boss around me, like they own me but they don't even try to understand me, not even my family. I may be a little heart broken now but I will be fine really soon.

Anyway. 

Waking up for school at 4.40am is bad, but let start brand new day early. After a long time I actually ate in the morning, maybe because yesterday I didn't eat and I was pretty starving. 

While I was waiting to get my cup of tea I listened to Heartbreaker. It's just <3.

I said goodbyes to my friends who went on this school camp for 3 days, it will be pretty hard but I can't wait that they will come back. We have a lot to talk about.

Then me and my friend Tamara actually really tried hard not to sleep during the first three periods. I was waking her up all the time, but she fell asleep again and again and again.

In the brunch time we went to buy 11h of driving lessons, damn they're pretty expensive, but if I wanna get my licence I have to do that.

Then I get my copy of the Heartbreaker by Justin, which is totally perfect. I think he will make me love the next 10 mondays. Every monday new music, pretty good thing for the start of the week. :D

We got last period free so we went to get coffee just to chill a little and then I went home.

On my ride back I saw my ex-boyfirend. It was little awkward but, we just tried to talk normal and avoid yesterdays situation. 

I had lunch and then I watched this little "movie" Destination Forks: The Real World Of Twillight. I loved it! I really wanna see that place one day.

Later I went to my room and I talked with my friend but I fell asleep in the middle of the conversation so that was pretty funny.

I woke up around 7pm when she called me again. :D

Nothing special happened until now.

I will just do some excersizes now, took a shower and just go to sleep.

Xoxo, It Girl

Bad day or?

Just waking up early this morning was bad idea, I stayed in bed till last time to get up. 

Then I remembered I had to pack my bag,  because I'm going to my dad for the weekend.

I forgot my shoes for running so I had to go back and get them, next thing I knew I was in car with my mom going to the bus station and I left my bus card at home. Just great.

The perfec beginning of the day. ;)

Well it wasn't so bad, I went to buy new Cosmopolitan magazine and I've got this little planner as a gift.

It was great until I came to school. Everyone wanted to read it, and I got it back at the end of the day. Just great. -.-'

And when I was thinking everything is okey. Just noooooo. The last period of the day we have this class called "Business communication" . Class was just a little more loud and there was a lot of joking around. Professor was just teaching class about " Space communication" and I told my friend about "Feng Shui" and the next second I knew she was yelling on me and asked me to come to the front of the class. I was thinking like what the fuck ( I don't curse a lot, but she totally pissed me of) , and the thing was I wasn't the only one talking some of my mates were so much more louder than me.

Anyway I just went there shocked. First thing was she started yelling on me and the next thing I knew I was getting questioned for a grade.

And in the right moment I told her that I wasn't the only one talking and she started again. I was just so sad it wasn't fair, I just broke down crying. 

And some school mates actually stood up for me, and the other one just were mean to me.

After that we went for a coup of coffee with my best friend. They always makes me laugh, I just have to thank them soooooo much, and I love them forever.  Thanks Jaka, Kristina, Tjaša and Maja.

When I thought nothing could happen to me, I went to the toilet and I locked myself in. I opened the door after like 5 minutes. Jeez.

Then I went home. Nothing speciall happend, I just studied for a little, talked to my boyfriend for a while and now I'm watching Awkward.

Xoxo, It Girl